just a thought

the bipolar weather in this sunny town is making me yearn for rain and wind and snow.

summer will be warm and here ill be in "sunny san diego" wishing for the cold.

one day, one day.

ive been thinking a lot about the future and some plans i have.
i have so many things in store for me.i can feel it.
i want to start a business.i want to do something surprising, new and successful.
i want to travel and save money and meet people and have a cute little apartment in a city that matches my ideals.

i want my room to look like this

and my mind to look like this

i think i may be antsy again..i have that slight need for change and that desire to make something new happen. im not quite sure whether its a good thing or bad thing.
accepting what i have VS expanding and learning
i suppose a balance of both would be the ideal
:)

the truth of the matter is

whether you like it or not, human interaction is the antidote.

the thing that cures the fake, the hole, the lost, the memory, the urge, the need, the ache, the wonder, the misconception.

simple look and slight smile....
laughing and thinking with common purpose.
thats it, thats the antidote.
whether you realize it or not.
when it fits youll know what i mean.

i love you kaytlyn kozar.3 months and 22 days doesn't quite seem right.i feel like ive known you my whole life.i feel like time doesn't justify the entirety of our connection.

"before i met you,
i used to dream you up and make you up in my mind
and all i ever wanted
was to be understood.
you’ve been the only one who could.
i could never turn my back on you."

subtleties and dreams

I'm looking forward to a relaxing day :)

I'm going to therapy in just a bit. Following that some down time at a coffee shop. After that were going to pick up some ceramics that we painted last week.Finally a facial at "haute" with kayti and my moma. I think the rest of the day will be spent organizing my new room, catching up on some homework and maybe more time at a coffee shop.

[taken on my way to temecula]
I had one of those vivid, almost frightening dreams last night. I cant even begin to explain it, but it made me want to start a dream journal. I used to write down every little dream when I was younger and it made for some of the best stories ever. My mom analyzed my dream and thinks that I need to make decisions and have more power over myself.

inspiration of the day!

Ive been seeing these boots everywhere.Why don't I have them? I honestly feel like my wardrobe would be complete{for the moment} if I had these! They would be the perfect addition to an outfit with a nice combination of floral print and a high waisted skirt.
Why isn't Christmas in April?

Je t'aime San Francisco

I've decided to follow through with this blog! I plan to post more often and share my thoughts on everything from art to experiences.
A few months ago I went to San Francisco and I got so inspired by the architecture, people, fashion and communities there.
I just recently acquired the pictures I took from the trip.

Top 4inspirations/obsessions of the week:
1:music 2:fashion 3:tv/movie 4:random
1.ive been listening to lethal doses of say anything this week
2.id love to expand my wardrobe with more 70's style floppy hats.I got one at a thrift store for two dollars last week but my craving has not yet been satisfied.I want ones in various colors!
3:intervention.so good.not quite an obsession for this week as ive been obsessed for months.haha.
4:BOBA.i got it yesterday, and it sparked my obsession once again.asian markets, here we come.